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Friday, September 29, 2006

In the between

Got that restless empty feeling... the kind I get when what I'm doing, where I'm headed lacks a sense of purpose... the kind of aimless feeling that if it stays around too long, I begin to wonder if it's time to move on... Been a lot of change lately:
  • The Crags is under new management and work is now more like work than a second home. Don't know what it bodes for the future, but the scene at the gym seems different of late - I haven't seen much of the regular members that I'm close to, even though I'm working more hours. Wonder what's keeping them away.
  • Our church choir director and organist moved back east and I don't seem to have the same motivation to participate in worship like in years previous. That's been a big part of my life and that's weird.
  • I'm weary of dealing with the daily stress related to Princess P.
  • I've lost my best climbing buddies over the past year. This summer I took a lot of kids from the gym out climbing with me which was fun, but now they're all back in school. I don't have much of a social life and I've found out when I'm not climbing I get real lonely.
  • I don't see much of my close friends - life is busy, or cluttered, or something the like...
Aimless, restless, bored, lonely. In the between. Of what I'm not sure. Give it time... sometimes that's enough. Keep thinking of Yosemite... is it true the grass is always greener on the other side?

1 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

You asked if the grass is always greener on the other side. It's been my experience that it never is. Most people I talk to have said the same thing. It's also one of those things that we have to find out for ourselves.

8:04 PM  

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